Rubi.21. Capricorn, Rubenesque, Rude, Sarcastic. Adventures, being young and reckless, insomnia, feeling the vibrations of the universe around me. Trying new things, living, breathing and being.
These are just some of the great film photos taken on my birthday
photos by all my homies!
I dream of you when I’m drunk, and you’re tumbling in bed with another “her”,
"He cares for you like a daughter."
That episode of Adventure Time when Finn and Jake Hide in Marceline’s closet is one of my favorite episodes, especially when I’m a little bakey and gooey and giggly. It’s the best combination of hilarious as fuck!
We spent an entire day together, not that that’s something new. We went to the third day of ACL and despite you being on acid you still carried our foldy chairs. Plucked from Gods personal collection and spat into my world, we spent the day like boy and girl. Laughing at the endless amount of interesting people to be seen and sucked down copious amounts of weed. Planting our bottoms in front of the numerous stages we watched Grouplove, Toro Y Moi, Tame Impala and I even got you to stomach 4 songs by Neko Case. I bought you sweet tea and you brought me back beer, all the while being as gentlemanly as ever. Placing me in your shade, self sacrifice and shimmering shirtless skin. While your eyes floated out of your head and guided you to follow me all I could think about was that small bead of sweat in the middle of your chest that found refuge in the small tangle of hair at the bottom of your happy-trail. Sick as it is, while the bands were the main attraction you had my undivided attention.
I hate it when you call me crying, I hate it even more that it’s about Her. the flower of your affection, the child of your heart. She and I aren’t even in the same league, let alone the same species. You adore her, she is your life. I am your best friend, the one you consult with at night. She and I are not the same. She gets to cuddle into your chest, when I have nightmares about you eating my flesh. She gains all your attention, while I fight for appreciated recognition. Now she must come to stay with me and I’m more than a little happy. I know I can’t have it all, I would have settled just for You. Instead I must play second best and creepily envy what you choose. Everyday I must renew my hope, and learn to love a cat lover, instead of mope.